Thanks for visiting my blog everyday for that past few months.
You know who you are.
I am doing well and good.
Hope you are, too.
Thursday, November 12, 2015 @
Saturday, July 11, 2015 @
It's been almost 8 months since I last put in the effort to update the blog.
It became part of my dairy that pretty much sums up my life.
I am so bored right now. Sometimes, I seek for much more excitement and entertainment in life.
What happened to me? I used to be so adventurous in seeking new intensities in life.
Is it that I am losing interest in exploring or.......
Initiation and planning works as part of the excitement but whether or not to make it happen makes it a whole.
There used to be exciting plans and many looking-forward-to-do-things, but i guess human runs out of idea really fast.
Or Singapore it just a shit hole? Lol.
Je M'ennuie Tellement
Monday, November 3, 2014 @
Where have you been or how have you been..?
The you that will never let me down and keep promises.
I really miss those good old days. Not even a single disappoint.
You were perfect for me, but we are not meant to be together.
Is sad, I know.
You left me. Left me alone dealing with pain.
It's been years, I know.
I wonder how are you doing right now..
I have so much to tell you ever since you left.
I admit that I don't like those days when are still exchanging texts, because it just sucks so much.
Felt so controlled by you back then.
But right now, I just miss everything so much.
So much that I have no words for it.
So much that I felt that you made the wrong decision for leaving without letting me know.
You broke my heart.
If you didn't leave, we could be together now, living happily. You were definitely the Mr Right.
I have so much to tell you know....
Can you please come back and spare me a listening ear?
I feel so broken every now and then.
I don't know if am I happy in this relationship.
I am still unsure of everything.
Felt like I am just living at the moment.
Time is ticking away. I might just leave if I didn't get what I want by the end of the day.
No matter how hurtful I may be, I will still leave. Because I will never marry a guy like him if he didn't change.
I hate feeling disappointed over and over again. Is so tiring to feel disappointed. Get so sick of it.
I have no idea. What am I suppose to do now...
I am praying for a miracle now, that everything will happen soon enough, that you will contact me again too.
I really have way too much to tell you.
100 e-mails exchange are never enough.
Monday, July 14, 2014 @
I miss this place.
I miss everything.
Everything has changed.
Thursday, July 3, 2014 @
The lesser I care, the more happiness I get, I think?
:D
Wednesday, April 23, 2014 @ ♥
You are more than I can ever ask for.
I am thankful for whatever I have today.
Thanks for giving in to me.
Thanks for spoiling me.
Last but not least;
Thanks for loving me.
I love you. ♥
Sunday, February 3, 2013 @
It doesn't hurt because if you keep hurting the same part of you again and again and again, the nerve endings all die.
And when that happens, that part of you goes numb. That's why it doesn't hurt. Don't be proud of it.
Thursday, January 3, 2013 @
2013
Peace.
Love.
Health.
Happiness.
Be me.
Be safe.
xx
Sunday, September 23, 2012 @
Thanks. xoxo
Tuesday, August 14, 2012 @
And my fingers are ships sailing on your skin, slowly drifting and hoping against hope that they fall off the edge of the earth.
And your heart is nothing but the gravity pulling me towards you.
And your heart is nothing but the gravity pulling me towards you.
