Where have you been or how have you been..?
The you that will never let me down and keep promises.
I really miss those good old days. Not even a single disappoint.
You were perfect for me, but we are not meant to be together.
Is sad, I know.
You left me. Left me alone dealing with pain.
It's been years, I know.
I wonder how are you doing right now..
I have so much to tell you ever since you left.
I admit that I don't like those days when are still exchanging texts, because it just sucks so much.
Felt so controlled by you back then.
But right now, I just miss everything so much.
So much that I have no words for it.
So much that I felt that you made the wrong decision for leaving without letting me know.
You broke my heart.
If you didn't leave, we could be together now, living happily. You were definitely the Mr Right.
I have so much to tell you know....
Can you please come back and spare me a listening ear?
I feel so broken every now and then.
I don't know if am I happy in this relationship.
I am still unsure of everything.
Felt like I am just living at the moment.
Time is ticking away. I might just leave if I didn't get what I want by the end of the day.
No matter how hurtful I may be, I will still leave. Because I will never marry a guy like him if he didn't change.
I hate feeling disappointed over and over again. Is so tiring to feel disappointed. Get so sick of it.
I have no idea. What am I suppose to do now...
I am praying for a miracle now, that everything will happen soon enough, that you will contact me again too.
I really have way too much to tell you.
100 e-mails exchange are never enough.